My queen said ......

This post is mainly all about my queen. She's bigger than the king, in sense of power. I updated my lonely almost dead blog because of the queen. She keep asking me to update my blog with posts of her. Lol. And of course i will update because i'm scared i'll get death penalty from her. Later kena pancung kepala. Lol.

Anyways, it's been so long since i updated my dead blog. It's all because of assignment, exams, test and the most annoying thing is the stupid damn connection. Seriously, i really wanna slap kick whack and fart at those people who uses pps in my goddamn house. Every single day i can't even freaking online until late night around 2am. Wtfff is this. I paid RM420 not just to have a shelter to sleep everynight and do nothing in the room. I need the goddamn connection you bloody bitches who uses pps.

You know why i wanna fart at them, because my queen keep saying fart fart fart fart fart. Loll. My queen said she likes fart. I can't sweat but i feel like sweating. =p My queen loves fart, especially my fart ! Hahahahahahahaahahahha ! Just joking baby. ;)

Oh yea my queen, i can't update and upload those sweet sweet candy taste alike picture yet, ;p
I'm in campus's computer lab now. Waiting the time to pass, waiting for your messages, waiting to go back to Ipoh to meet you and of course waiting to see you.

Hehehe, the more picture i took with my queen, the more i feel like we were meant to be. Hehehe.
Yiiiii why do we look so perfectly match !? Yiiiii i love my queen more and more and more and more and more - infinity. :)

Conclusion, the queen love the king. So do the king, my beloved queen. <3 I love you baby.

P/S : I'll upload and update the latest picture and latest news about us as soon as possible baby, :)

I just wanna say ....

I just wanna say i really love you baby. I mean it. Every single word i said before i mean it. I'm really sorry if i shouted at you on the phone when we are arguing. I really don't like fighting and arguing at all. I'm really sorry if i went mad and start arguing with you with no reasons. 


I'm really sorry for what had happened on Saturday in stadium. I really don't mean it. I really feel left out that day . I just want you to at least sit next to me and talk to me. That's it. I'm really sorry baby. I know Titans are important to you. I understand it. I just want you to spend just a little time with me that's it. I'm sorry baby. 


Seriously, being with you whole day brings me a lot of laughter and smile . I really love being with you whole day and never feel bored. I love to go anywhere with you. Anywhere. I hope that we will still have chance to go somewhere again. Maybe after your SPM. I'll be here waiting for you baby.


All i want is just to stick to you. All i want is you to stick to me. All i want is just to tell you i love you. All i want is you to tell me you love me. All i want is just to hug you whole day long. All i want is you to sleep in my arms every single night. All i want is you to ask me to hug you in my arms every night. All i want is you to tease me. Teasing from you means alot for me. I feel the love in all your teasing. 


Baby, i really love you . I never ever feel like leaving you . I'm really sorry for what had happened today. I really don't mean to mention that word. I really feel sad and bad. I feel that i'm not a good boyf and a perfect boyf for you. I'm really sorry that i broke my promises that i don't even freaking realized it at first. I just wanna tell you, i won't hide anything from you and betray you. You're the only one i love baby. 


We cried alot tonight. Both of us. I talked about the past, not because i wanna compare or wanna make you feel bad. I'm not in the mood tonight and i'm really angry. I'm really sorry baby. I told you about the past because i wanted you to know what i exactly feel that time. No matter what happen, i still love you. 


Like what you said in the message just now. No matter what shits happen, you won't leave me. I won't leave you too baby. Trust me. I feel the pain in my heart when you actually said why you wanna leave me ? I miss you . I'm really sorry baby for keeping hurting you for times. Saying words are not supposed to say . I'm really sorry baby. 


All i wanna say is i love you baby. I mean it. I won't give up this relationship either. I'm really sorry for saying all those stupid words tonight. I love you baby, Syamimi. <3

Blah.

I really don't know what should i write lor . My queen asked me to update my blog so that she can know what's my daily life will be. Hmm. Baby, sorry k ? Cause i really don't have the time to update and in addition , my connection here sucks like hell. Like 100x sucker . -.- Grr.

Okay i'll start with my uni life la. Okay it's already been the third week for me in uni i think. Loll. Met alot of new friends. Hmm . I'm starting to get tired and worried about my studies. It's like kinda hard for me to read and do everything using the laptop. I didn't print those notes and tutorial questions out. I put it all in my laptop . But i feel that's not really a good thing. But i'm very lazy to go out and print. -.-

So how ? Teach me .

And yea, today is Father's day and also my 1 year and one month anniversary with my baby dear. Hehe. I love you baby. <3

I bought my dad a Hush Puppies's polo. Hehe spend RM80 for that polo. :) I hope u love it daddy. Parents and bro went to Thailand already and left me all alone in Kampar now. Grr. I wanna join in the fun too. =(
I wanna go dinner with my parents next week to celebrate belated Happy Father's Day ! :)

To Baby :

I love you baby ! Hehehe. I'd already told u everything i want to tell u on the phone and in the long long message baby. Hehe <3 I really really love you lor baby. =p

Lecture Class.

I already start going to lecture classes starting on Monday . Woah, first time entering a lecture hall is completely different from entering a classroom. There were around 150++ people in the hall . So far, i'm already in Sociology, Economics, Critical Thinking and Basic English classes. The classes of my choice is during Economics and Basic English. 


Walau eh, the lecturers are like so damn funny and they makes the class feel the vibe and not the dullness by just talking and talking and talking and talking and talking and mumbling and mumbling and mumbling. -.- Economic's class is bigger than my Basic English class. Practically, we were divided into groups. In Basic English, there's only two groups. 


Notes and notes and notes everywhere. I haven't even download those notes from WBLE and print it . Gosh. I have to like copy and copy and copy. Arghh. Vtjen just asked me to bring laptop to lecture class so that we can download the notes and view it straight from the computer. We don't have to waste any trees actually. So i'll see how la. 


Oh gosh, there's one thing i wanna talk about . There's this guy from Brunei in my Basic English class who talks very cocky . Do you know what i mean by cocky ? Nevermind. Lol. This guy talk non stop in class and keep showing off his English. Okay, i know that you don't really know how to talk other language except for English . But can't you just like stop talking . -.- Freaking annoying pls .


Especially when he says this to the whole class. 


"Come on guys, come on don't be shy ! Come on guys. " 


" I think we should ask some secret of everyone that no one knows and reveal it today . " 


" Oh, i thought he's a guy *weirdy eyes looking at me* " 


Omggg. Okay maybe  you guys don't really feel like this is nothing but then this very annoying to me. Grrr. And he even volunteer himself as the class rep. Okay this mean nothing to me. I dont care. But then guess what he said. 


" But but .. I'm not responsible enough so yea. " 


Wth is that ? -.- 


Fine. Okay i'll stop here i guess. There's two pig sleeping in my room now on the floor. HAHAHA.

Ice-Breaking & Telematch Session.

Thank god i have someone to fetch this morning ! Huiyun called me and ask if she needs to fetch me since she's fetching a friend staying 2 houses away form my house. Loll i don't have to cycle ! I'm so freaking happy. 


We went to Utar and park our car and guess what i don't know how Huiyun drove all her way from Ipoh to Kampar and she doesn't even know how to park a car. The excuse she gave me is, she don't drive auto but manual so she's not used to auto car yet. Haha i parked the car for her . 


We were divided into groups and i was in group 5. Everyone there was talking in chinese and i don't even understand a single word like wtf. -.- I don't know anyone in my group so yea, i was so quiet for the first time .


There were a few stations for us to complete. I don't really remember what station do we have there but i will try to name out a few . The first station is the balloon throwing station. Where you have to throw the water balloon to the other side of your members. Loll we lose in this station. So i don't really remember what station is the next. The station i most remember is the Human Knot station. Haha. We were the fastest group in HISTORY that can untied the knot. Actually we do cheat a lil bit. Ssh. 


My back and hair was fulled of flour threw by some seniors. Gosh. We went for the prize-giving stuff. We went quite good in communicate with each other. Finally, i made some friends. Some were from Sabah, Johor , Melaka and others. Haha. Those guys in our group were really funny. Non stop joking around. :) We named our group HI-5 . Haha. Oh yea, i met with a B-Girl from Sabah. B-Girl Akio, Illusion Breaker. She's in the same group as mine.


After everything ended, Huiyun fetched me back and i went for a nice cold bath to clean all the stupid sticky flour form my body. After all the squeaky clean body, Bibo came and fetched me with Chris and we went to have our lunch and we went for Snooker . Lol. After snooker i went back to Utar for the Campus tour. Met up with Akio and friends. Akio and I went for some dancing session. Walau eh, her breakdance is just so awesome. Wth i feel so so so 'zi bei' . :(


Went back and wait for Bibo come and fetch me . We went for dinner together and went to Maxbreak for a snooker game. Later on went yum cha again. Chris came my house and overnight . Loll.

This is our Hi-5 group ! :D

The day i came back to Kampar.

Okay this is it . I'm here on 31st May 2010 to write about what happened on the 28th and 29th of May. Haha.
Parents fetched me back to Kampar on the 28th. We went to Jusco first before departing . Just to buy a black leather shoes, just in case i need it for presentation . We actually argued because i don't want to buy a woman's leather shoes. Come on, do you think i will wear so girly and womanly ? -.- No i won't. So we ended up empty-handed and go to Kampar. We stopped in Tesco, Kampar to have a look at leather shoes again. We went to Bata and finally i bought one. I'm so tired in arguing so i let my mum to choose but must not be too womanly. Ahh whatever . Dad bought a big fan for me ! Yay ! :)

Went back to my room and mum started packing stuff for me and bro started to build or whatever the shirt rack for me. Thanks bro. After everything has done, we went to have some tea time . After tea time, dad fetched me back and they went back Ipoh. Seriously, i miss them alot. :( Even i feel so frustrated whenever my dad message me almost everyday. But still, i miss them lots. I really wanted to go back to Ipoh and stay with them . Sighs .

Bibo called me and asked me to yumcha with her and one more friend. So i cycle to A Station and meet her in her working place, a phone shop . So we talked talked and i went to A Station for some game. Then we went to fetch Chris, she's from Ipoh, MGS too. Loll. We went to Gold Label and chit chatted . After that, we went back.

The following day is the Ice-Breaking & Telematch session !

Weather in Kampar is fucking killing me !

I already spend two nights staying alone in Kampar. All i can tell is, i fucking hate the weather there pls, Seriously the weather is fucking killing me ! I'm gonna sweat till death now. Freaking hot i tell you. Almost everyday i have to wear singlet and go out. And almost everyday i have to bath for more than twice wtff.

Alright skip that part and jump to my first orientation day . I have sleepless night during my first night there. Slept and woke up almost every hour. So decided to just wake up and spend my time watching movie. Went to have a cold bath that morning. After bathing, Shana came to my house and we cycle to the Ktar and to Utar. Just for fun. We went for the orientation from 8.00am to 12.30pm. Gosh just imagine how boring . -.-

After 12.30pm i cycled back and Puimun came and fetch me for lunch with Evon and Vilminn. We went to a cafe . Walau eh, service like f . Seriously damn dulan that day . But then the chicken chop damn affordable. Quite big set. Hmm. But then only i ate because all of them cancel their order. We wait like for an hour. -.-

After lunch i fetched Puimun, Evon and Vilmin using Evon's car. Then went back and have a nap. After my nap Vilmin called and we went to The Cue for a snooker game. Then we went and fetched them . After that we went back to their house and chit chatted. We went to pasar malam that night. Loll freaking song pls. Bought alot of stuff to eat.

After pasar malam i borrow Evon's car to go to A Station, a cyber cafe with Min and Min Jie. We went xdo-ing. Loll. After that we went and fetched Evon, Puimun and Kam Heng to my house. Then we have party there la of course. At first, we played Hotel626. Loll not scary at all la actually. Then we played cards. Mckie came.

After that, everyone went back. I went yum cha with Mckie until 4 something. Met with Thomas and Terrence. Thanks Terrence for the supper. Loll. Went to Evon's house and sleep. Woke up at 10 something today. Then Puimun fetched me back to my house. Was waiting for the repairman to come and fix my door. After that went to lunch with them again. After lunch, we came back to Ipoh. Loll.

And i'm going back to Kampar tomorrow. =p Sighs i can't go to Barroom tomorrow night. =(